It's becoming more real.
The next year of my life seems--bleak.
I understand that good can still come, but not AS good as what i had, or could have had.
I'm started in a direction i never thought i'd go--i wanted to be more successful.
Less of a disappointment--to myself mostly.
I don't really know how to describe what i'm feeling, but i can assure you its nothing to be envious of. I've honestly never felt like this before.
I just need to get through this weekend. Then i'll have a place--a place where i somewhat belong and can just be for the next little bit.
I'm going to miss my people. I ALREADY miss my people and they are still here! ha........such is life.
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