I want this too much.
It's probably nothing tomorrow. Just seeing the new place, dropping things off. A quick hello and goodbye. But until it comes i don't know. That leaves room for possibilities. Like things starting up again--or not. I've been here far too many times. I'm just scared. I honestly can't handle getting another awful text ending it yet again.....
so ya. my excitement has turned into--i don't even know. Just not what i wish to be feeling right now.
Faith. I need to have faith. Things are going to happen as they should. Faith is knowing, not simply believing and hoping--knowing!
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