I can't keep up with my own life. Everything is ALWAYS changing! but I feel as though that means i am doing what is right. I feel good about where I am.
School is still going decently well, I still have A's and we are like a month into school or so...? That is pretty swell. Also, there is a boy. No big deal, let's not get too excited--it'll probably freak him out! ;) haha for anybody who knows the story--that right there is funny, maybe a little harsh though. We are going to give it another go. He makes me happy, and i'm comfortable talking to him, and we click in a lot of ways; im excited to see him and when he texts me i get those stupid little butterflies in my tummy....that hasn't happened since "Adam" and so i do not want to give up the possibility of something good. I'm moving on, but i'm happy with it--mostly :) Anyways, i'm still happy with me, i do not need a guys interest in me to ensure i'm worth something, and that is SO freeing. I love it!
Also, i love making friends. I have met so many people in the last couple months--and especially the last couple weeks--that i just absolutely adore! people have so much to offer and they are just so great to have around. I decided i like being social--or whatever--i like being there for people. College is such a great experience that just seems to get better and better with each new day.
I know i've said it before but, seriously, EVERYDAY i learn something new, or my view on certain--often time "Controversial"--topics change. I think the change is in a good way, almost as if the Lord is telling me to put aside my pride and natural man thoughts and just open my heart to what is true--not necessarily popular or easy--but true.
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