wow. So i realize why i deleted my facebook----so why did i get it back? ugh.
Also, as i was looking at various BYU-Idaho friends pictures of their BYUI fun, im really going to miss that place. Like a lot. I already do. But i've made decisions and -for now- my life is going in a different direction. I'm ok with the decision to do massage therapy school. It's exciting to know that in a little over a year i could be into my profession!
Also. Im really excited for Spencer to get home. Sadly he probably doesn't share the same excitement to see me. I just started remembering everything that happened with us and how we became such good friends--i could tell him anything and everything. It wont be the same--it wasn't with Jesse. That makes me sad.
C'est la vie
My heart hurts a little too because LeRoy is gone. My baby. His new family can do better for him then i ever could though. It's just lonely again coming home to an empty apartment. No furry lover excited to see me and give me gross puppy kisses. sighhhhh. i miss him. it's only been like a day too---i'm experiencing more loss, and it sucks. But i know that it was right--without a doubt.
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